today. what a moody day.=( i got a bad mood today. when school. he told him the thing i told him last night. OMG. didn't i said that don't tell anybody? is it you blind or you don't know how to see chinese? whatever now. i don't want to say anymore.==
what i was expecting was now all become a blank. they decline it today. sad~ i very mind it actually. but i didn't say out. i hope i can find somebody go out with me. but. i can't find anybody. because i was less of friends. =(
she cried today.=( i borrowed her my shoulder.=) didn't she felt any wrong about her beings? she was just caring herself and don't even care bout others. Fuck. she hurts her. and what? she keep saying that she neglect her. but the truth was. she did nothing. maybe theirs friendship already farther and farther. and she keep make it become farther. and even become a stranger.