派成绩册.
一打开.
62.
松了一口气.
过了60.
原本以为会五十多.
可是还好.
我过了.

婷哭了.
成绩退了.
我看着她.
说不出什么.
安慰.
我真的不会.

放学.
慧燕说她66.
她很开心.
我听了.
变得很down.
自责中.
她越安慰我.
我越想哭.
原来我很在意.
周围的人的成绩.
都高过我.
我到底在做些什么?
老爸看了都问我
你搞什么鬼
作莫会考到酱差回来
不要叫我签
我不会签的
除非你超过80.

跟老公讲电话.
讲到成绩.
我就会哭了.
可是他不知道.
对不起.
我并不想让你担心.

下半年.
一起努力吧.
不能打机了.
加油.

-八爪鱼-

1 . What have you been doing recently?
crying.

2 . Do you ever turn your handphone off?
less.

3 . What happened at 10am today?
eat with abigail them.

4 . When did you last cry?
just now.

5 . Believe in Fate/Destiny?
yes.

6 . What do you want in life now?
hope.

7 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
i hate umbrella.

8. What’s your favourite thing to do on bed ?
sleep or cry.

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
uniform?

10 . What are the nicest things in your inbox?
his message.

11 . Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
nope.

12 . Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
nope~

13 . What was the last movie you caught?
ghost movie.dunno what name.

14 . What are you proud of ?
nothing at all.

15 . What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?
something i don't know how to say.

16 . What was the last song you sang out loud?
寂屋出租

17 . Do you have any nicknames?
octopus

18 . What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?
a sorry.from dar.

19 . What time did you go to sleep last night?
11++ gua.

20 . Are you currently happy?
not so.

21 . Who gives you the best advice?
friends.

22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
nope.

23 . Who do you talked to on phone last night?
my dar.

24 . Is something bugging you right now?
yup.it is.

25 . Who is the last person to make you laugh?
society's friends?

26.Do you like yourself?
i hate myself.

27.You want $5 or $10?
both

28.Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
no.it just always.

29.Who is your best best best friend?
too many.

30.What will you do if you like that girl?
gap her.

31.Who are your favourite stars?
nobody.

32.You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
sure.

33.Do you had even stead before?
i dunno.

34.what type of girl do you like?
dunno also.

35.Now are you single/attached?attached. :)Pass this tag to 10 people !
dont be so bad larr..
who wants to be tag then write it in yr blog.





1. Would you date number 5?
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2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?
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3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What react/
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4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
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5. Number 1 is acting weird.
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6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.
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7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and you to go to a concert.
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8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.
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9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world.
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10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.
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11. Number 7 and you are sitting on the couch watching a movie when he/her wrap his/her arm around you.
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12. Number 5 asks you out to dinner.
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13. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus.
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14. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can’t sleep.
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15. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
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16. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.
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17. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly aflame.
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18. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala
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19. Number 4 just got you an X-Box.
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20. Number 9 challenges you to a children’s card game!
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21. Number 1 thinks he/she’s overweight.
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22. Number 7 looks lonely!
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23. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone.
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24. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.
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25. Number 6 decide to dye their hair black. What do you say to that?
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26. Number 2 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where 2 went.
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27. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying.
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28. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5, and 6 all tackle you at once!
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ya.
its all my fault.
is me.
that making you sad.
is me.
that making you become such down.
is me.
that making you nothing to say today.
what now?
sad.
ya.
i was sad.
ya.
i cried last night.
ya.
i am the one who was worst enough.

jing yi found out my eyes become small already.
she asked me whether i cried last night.
my answer.
yes.
i hope i didn't said it last night.
but for now.
it's too late.
i was regretting.
i made him didn't sleep whole night.
and he don't even want to sleep at the morning.
he treat me damn cool today.
i lied him i was nothing.
but actually.
i was crying.
damn hurt.
cry doesn't change things.
but i am still crying.
damn damn damn bad mood today.
tomorrow.
maybe it will be a bad day too.
result card.
a bad result i get.
i left myself for the class last ten.
piano.
a bad pieces i played.
i left a word, FAIL in my certificate.
and him.
i think he wont find me today.
he was nothing to say to me.
emotional.
leave me alone.
i just need to be cool down.
it's hurt in this world.
why don't i die?

终于.
我们等待已久的学术学艺展在今天开幕了~
恐怖~
9点
就可以看到国字楼围满了人
二十四节令鼓!
超帅的说!!!!!><
我们几个~
在那边彩排vip进来我们应该怎样~
紧张！
结果杰惠就跟我讲
vip stands for very idiot person.
所以把他们当成idiot就好了.
==
我有给她炸到...
结果我们等了很久都没来...
我和淑莹站门口...
一面派风车..一面说欢迎光临...
结果很多人给我们吃柠檬...
讨厌到~
后来我们就被换到里面去..
彩纹和杰惠就出去走~
结果!!!
vip出现了!
我们就吓到..
之前彩排的都乱完了
变成了老师介绍~
然后冯副看到我
叫我去跟那边那两个什么什么介绍一下..
结果..
那两个根本就不理我!!!
什么嘛!!!
算咯...
然后就酱呆到12点~
结束工作~
可以回家~
结果什么~
我被那个臭彩琳骗了...
我最后一个懂得那一种...

21/6
又是早早酱去学校~
我老豆载叻~
几难得哦~
可惜的是...
他们去钓鱼,我没得去！
他还要讲我不钓的那一种...
好笑...
我明明会钓鱼的~
今天比昨天还够力闷~
除了讲讲讲~也gap gap gap~
静怡和致宇来找我叻~
他们两个~和我一样很闷~
哈哈~
静怡要学那个毛毛球~
我当然陪她的啦~
致宇也帮少少忙酱咯~
过后连美美看到那个粘土做的蛋糕之类的东西~
就在那边大力宣传~
过后她也来做毛毛球~
看到了她的另一面~><
有一个学会的小妹妹~
她来帮忙~
哈哈~
我一直讲她~

我的妹妹看见一只猫哟~
很可爱的~><

-OCTOPUS-

学术学艺展要到了啦!!!
两天的时间布置...
够的吧?>< 第一天........ 做啊做~ 做啊做~ 学会简介~ 那么小个的板, 一天都做不完~ 开玩笑！ 我们在搞什么哦? 算了啦~ 其他有做就好了~ 我们一面做一面出去看表演~>< 做做做~ 每个人都很勤劳的~ 值得鼓励~ 而且每个人都好像很累~ 我们伟大的主席~ 早放我们了~ 2.30就回家了~ 第二天.......... 早上一来到就开始咯~ 等什么叻？ 又是很拼命的在做~ 可是进度很慢~ 结果呢~ 我们全部就给叶老师shoot. == 算~ 我忍~ 忍一时风平浪静~ 哈哈哈~ 我对我们的课室~ 感到很自豪~ 你不觉得很美吗？ 尤其是刘玉琳老师做的粘土~ 手工细到~ 又美哦~ 要跟她学一下了>< 我,慧珊和淑莹 变到很好下~ 一直在那边讲讲讲~ ><

walao!
我真的可以忙到缺氧了.
救命啊~~~

学术学艺展.
筹备工作应该还没完成吧?
拜四拜五他们可以放假
我就要回学校布置~
不过当然不只我啦~
拜六拜日
一大堆的人会来学校
要招待之类的~
会忙到不可开交~
唉~

钢琴.
怎么办?
弹来弹去还是那么地烂
还说要考试了
压力
看到那么多人弹到酱好
自己在那边自卑,紧张
其实不困难啊
不练琴的后果
该死.

project.
有一大堆的project等着我.
sejarah, geography, science.
明天要交science的
那个臭明虾还不要send给我
啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
他要我明天把他住来吃啊?
快点online啦!!!!!!!!!

这个礼拜
肯定会忙到缺氧的
怎么办叻？

im stressful!!!!!!!

-octopus-

最近..
真的
情绪化得很厉害..
对不起..
如果我真得让你们不爽..
我也只能道歉..

有时候觉得
我是个胆小鬼
我什么都不敢
真的很够缩
我最近都很爱哭
原因?
算了吧
真正了解我的都懂吧?
可是我可以说
你们没有一个人会懂的
我又回到去年那样了
终究还是一个人
我不是没有朋友
只是我不想面对
我走不出自己的圈圈

压力
对,就是压力
压力大吗?
有吧~
家人
朋友
还有自己
我不想辜负家人对我的期望
可是我自己却还在那边懒懒散散的
我说过我要拿straight A's
我那么懒
根本没有可能
project一大堆
又是因为一个懒字
我的project没有动过

康.
我跟他又吵架了
每次都是我弄到他的心情不好
我心情不好
他的心情也不会好到哪里去
真的很对不起
如果我们再吵下去
我会害怕的
你知道我怕什么的吧?
真的很伤感情的


-八爪鱼-

what now?
i don't know.
i was ALWAYS argue with him.
F.
i dont want that.
but i dunno why.
i hate to argue.
especially him.
i really.
i know i WAS childish
i know i WAS stubborn.
i know how i am.
i AM always making his mood down.
lols.
i hate myself
somebody help me to throw myself to the sea?
sorry dar.

-octopus-

saturday's the 大头贴 we took><
seng,goulou,rongde,aoao,xi er, me, roy.
kakaz..
the pic we took long time ago!><
i love gor's pose!!!
so yeng and so cute!

我发觉..
我好像变了..
最近..
好像都很容易留下眼泪..
哈哈..
谁的错？
那个人心知肚明..
不要理他><

八爪鱼啊八爪鱼
你在哪里?TT
我要八爪鱼啦!!!!!

很显啊~~~~~
假期可以不要那么显吗？
真的很想丢东西><

-octopus-

lols~
i go gai again==
time square AGAIN.
aiyar...
nvm~
i like it><

*those who put me aeroplane.
becareful.
i will put back u ROCKET.
mwahahaha!

err...
today go with
bro
aoao
seng
xi er
bao lei
yong de?
gou lou><

we walk ah walk
we eat ah eat
we say ah say
but we didnt movieTT
suan=(
i didnt bought shirt!!!
sad..
but i knew frens~
lansok mah...><
that sei ye
he owe me an ice-cream!!!
mwahahaha!==
so bad eh me.
wan he belanja~
but he said yes derr..err..so i must wan de rite?><
we got take da tou tie leh...
gaoxiao-ing...~
kakaz~
they keep on hap xi er!!
bu dui larr them..
gou lou so tall..
got 189? i think..
and yong de?
i forgot his name act...paiseh..
he shorter than me leh!!!!!!!!!
woohoo~
sorry sorry...><
me and seng today is couple!!!!
kakaz~
but that baolei..
keep on qiong him away..TT

so tired lorr..
these days~
did many things~
dont even stay at house when morning.
haiz.~

-octopus-

today i went out gaigai!><
with yean, ming han, zhi yao, feibo and his fren.><
lols.
so damn funny wor them.
kakaz
so fish lorr today.
did many fish things.><
yean bought 2 shirts leh.
but i bought nothing.
see,
i so jie sheng.==
saw night at the museum 2.
funny.><
feibo and his fren arr..
so like gay derr..
yerr...><

haiz~
dou dunno wan say what act~
just a word.
TIRED~
zzz~

-Octopus-

昨天~
去了学会的一日游~
嘻嘻~

好啦好啦
现在就写你了~
开心吗？XD

我只知道我一直在拍照
忙到~
当然我有找到人陪我一起啦~
不过我觉得我很衰咯~
一直zat彩纹~
嘻~
对咯,
几时可以去她家叻?
我想跟她学做蛋糕叻~XD
嘉敏跟我讲了东西叻..
不过我没怎样啦...
她跟我的目标一样叻!
都是想要w705.XD
不过..
好像都没办法买到那一种...==
可怜的我~
在巴士上敲到头~
不过没关系~
因为淑莹也是有敲到~XD
那个jason
一直不给我拍照！
结果我就偷拍~
呵呵呵~

今天又回学校~
忙啦当然是~
做风车~
嘻嘻~
当然我会做到很好看啦~

-ocotpus-