ya.
its all my fault.
is me.
that making you sad.
is me.
that making you become such down.
is me.
that making you nothing to say today.
what now?
sad.
ya.
i was sad.
ya.
i cried last night.
ya.
i am the one who was worst enough.

jing yi found out my eyes become small already.
she asked me whether i cried last night.
my answer.
yes.
i hope i didn't said it last night.
but for now.
it's too late.
i was regretting.
i made him didn't sleep whole night.
and he don't even want to sleep at the morning.
he treat me damn cool today.
i lied him i was nothing.
but actually.
i was crying.
damn hurt.
cry doesn't change things.
but i am still crying.
damn damn damn bad mood today.
tomorrow.
maybe it will be a bad day too.
result card.
a bad result i get.
i left myself for the class last ten.
piano.
a bad pieces i played.
i left a word, FAIL in my certificate.
and him.
i think he wont find me today.
he was nothing to say to me.
emotional.
leave me alone.
i just need to be cool down.
it's hurt in this world.
why don't i die?