feeling like everytime i was using SMILE to cover the sadness. everytime i was using laugh to cover the sadness. everytime when i'm saying i'm ok. but actually i'm not ok. u can see it through my face. or. i forced myself to smile when i'm really that sad. emotional me.
she said i was changed. and then she offline or block me or wat. i've never saw her online since yesterday. i'm sort of lazy and tired to find excuses for myself again. maybe i really had changed? or the one who changed is her? i don't even know . but you always my bff.
another her. i have made the first step. but then . it seems nothing for one day. just one day. now. i can't search her facebook. i can't see her facebook. i think she blocked me-- whatever then. i won't make again another first step.